Tuesday, July 7, 2020

About me (Cross Post)

I am Autistic. I have PTSD, anxieties, clinical depression, ADHD (inattentive type), and some learning disorders. Often the symptoms of these things merge.

I have not had PTSD forever (duh lol).
My anxiety could be from my PTSD but I don’t remember a time in my life when I wasn’t anxious.
The earliest memory of depression is 8 years old, I tried to kill myself because I was so overwhelmed with the emotions. My mom told me that I was depressed because I was a bad kid and god was punishing me.

The ADHD and learning disorders affected every aspect of school. I was homeschooled sometimes and other times I went to a private school through the church I grew up in. It was so easy to cheat, and I did. (I did finally get my GED as an adult though, no cheating involved, yay me)

I’m sorry if I write as in a strange way, if you have ever spoken to me you know that I communicate this way. I list things out, over clarify things, and explain myself more then needed. When I get into telling you a story about an experience it will come out much better (I hope).

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